Sometimes, you can get carried away with things happening in your life. With having kid, husband and being in graduate school. So many things are happening. So, yes I was feeling sad. As, I was watching my feelings, Beatles was playing in the radio and I was in the car. I asked Universe, I am gonna look at this radio let’s see what it is playing.
I looked at the radio and The song’s name was “WAIT by Beatles”
It’s been a long time Now I’m coming back home I’ve been away now Oh how I’ve been alone Wait till I come back to your side We’ll forget the tears we’ve cried
So, I am gonna wait, as the Persian Sufi poet said, “This too Shall Pass”
I always feel grateful, or lets say beyond grateful, with all the lessons I get in my life. I am feeling as great as I can feel now.
I was reading this sentence by grand master Choa Kok Sui, that everyone has the ability to heal. This sentence resonates with me because I truly believe sometimes people don’t know what great healers they are. Even by their smile they heal some part of you. It’s up to us if we want to accept it or not. In this world universe will give you signs put people to help you with your great purposes in life. How many times have you been out of the line and back in the line. Even now for me sometimes I can’t help it but feel helpless, but I try to be with my helplessness because I know This will pass too.
So now that we are in this world, why not be the healers. Listen to someones story, hold someones hand. Smile, Smile, Smile to a strangers face as you pass them. Send blessings to every human, tree, crow, whatever you see.
As I was writing this the crows in our backyard started making sounds all together so I went to see what is going on and Just be with them.
Since they called me, I am gonna talk about these crows a little bit. These crows are incredibly smart. They communicate amazingly and they know me in any part of the city. I usually whistle and they respond.
Back to our topic of being a healer, 🙂 So why not, we all decide to be healers. Lets start with ourselves. First acknowledge what needs to be healed. Give yourself a big big Gigantic hug. We need big hugs from ourselves.
So now I am gonna sit with myself comfortably and have a chat. Anyone else is welcome to come, sit and heal.
I had my presentation on Environmental Justice last night. I have an engineering background but recently Environmental Justice has been such an interesting topic for me! It is something that needs to be addressed and talked about.
Let’s just say for once how proud of myself I am. I am working hard to make a difference to be the change. I am working hard to make presentations which I would make any excuse to get out of. I guess I have found my passion!
At last a big shout out to all the people in my class who are being the changes. who are trying to make this world a better place.
So today I have this very important presentation and It’s beginning of a path for me. I have been working on doing my best and making my presentation. Two hours before my presentation I went to get a coffee and french fries. I usually don’t get fries but it felt like one. So, I went to get coffee and the cashier told me you are number 00.
Probably this doesn’t make sense to you but it was such an AHA moment for me. I am nothing and at the same time I am the center of this world. I am very relieved now. I feel really good about everything now. I love being nothing being zero. It has such a deep definition for me.
“the biggest communication problem is we don’t listen to understand we listen to reply” by Stephen Covey
This is wonderfully true, I have so many friends that when I talk to them I can see they already have their replies lined up, maybe that’s why I don’t share too much. Also, I usually don’t see things personally.
There is also one more thing, once my friend was so upset and she was pouring all her feelings on me. I was taking my time to reply and I remember she was urging me to give her answers.
Please, next time someone comes to you. Listen, Deep listening. Like meditation so you can understand them in a deep level. hold hands, if that helps.
So many times when I go out I think I have put on a mask! The image I am making, other people’s perception, my perception! I really try to be free of what other people think but I truly am not! So many times trying to be correct trying to be know it all! although deep down I am sure I know nothing!
I think since we were born we have been like a shapeless clay, then through time we get shaped, by our parents by environment by school. We kind of get this colonized mind. It’s been some time I am trying to break free and become the shapeless person I am, filled with love my true nature. But (Oh yes! there is a but in my colonized mind), I can’t stop myself from explaining something which is not truth.