Every evening I try to take a short walk. Most of the times I listen to audio books. Today I was listening to the book “Wisdom of the Shamans”. As I was listening to it, the author talked about meditation and sitting in silent and asking your question until you get your answer. As I was thinking about this sentence, I looked at this beautiful tree. (Usually when I walk I stop and look at trees, I am truly fascinated by them. ) I looked at the tree and I told the tree I know the answer, I need to let go. We can easily materialize letting go, but it’s beyond that. The author talks about which past dreams are you still holding on to. The question for me will be what dreams I am trying to create?
I know I need to live by now, and its been a practice. I wasn’t one of those people who woke up and suddenly they were in the present. It has been a ten year journey of waking up. How to look at the trees and see yourself. How to feel connected, deeply connected. But to create my dream I also see myself talking strongly about environment. That will be my dream. That will be my truth. Deep down we all know our truth, and no one can tell us what our truth is.
This evening, when I was taking my walk. I saw this beauty. I didn’t go closer. I waited for some minutes. After some time he felt comfortable and started looking around. At some-point he decided to go back in to the trees. Sorry the street goes through where your home was. I guess tonight my writing is as messy as my thinking mind.